Kimmy

They used to turn...wow modern technology

MM rice

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YaY Wheel Of Fortune is on! It's my fave game show

Mine was the 5000th post, yours was the 5001st. Yours was the 5000th reply lol

Lol kk does she make them? EDIT: Woo the 5000th post

Thank-you, Yes it's for English. I actually really suck at English, somehow I found an interest in this topic and was able to write it quite easily. The theme was isolation. BTW I love your avatar

This is my story. Warning quite..shocking and yeh... It's fiction by the way As the knife sliced through my skin it was like no feeling I had ever felt before. Instead of anticipated pain I found a sweet relief. The blood seeped from the wound like how the happiness had seeped from my life.I went into a different state of mind. I floated into a world where nothing mattered. It was amazing. I felt like finally I was in control of something, in control of how much pain I could be in. It was the only pain I could control. Nobody understands me; no one understands the pain I’ve been through. When I was five I was raped in a public toilet. I never told anyone, instead I inflicted pain on myself. I was depressed but no one could see it. I hated myself and I hated others for hating me. I felt like everyone was just standing there, judging me, laughing at me. Throughout my childhood I had no friends. When I was 12 I started high school and made friends with another girl. We had a close bond and I felt I could confide in her. I told her what had happened. That’s when she told me about cutting.She showed me her wrists. They were covered in scars made from scissors, knives and razor blades. She told me everything I needed to know about cutting, like where to put the incisions. That’s when I started. I knew what I was doing was wrong but all the pain I had inside me expelled out of my body with every cut I made. Cutting is addictive. It’s like a drug. Once you start you can’t stop. It’s about hijacking you adrenaline and turning all of your emotional pain into a rush. When I cut, the feeling made me more awake then I had ever been before.I tried my hardest to cover the scars but eventually a teacher spotted them. She called my parents; they had no idea. My parents took me to counselling and I eventually opened up and told them about being raped. That happened over two years ago. I have over 15 scars on my arms from cutting which will never go away. I used to think my scars were beautiful, battle wounds of depression, but now I know I was wrong. My scars are ugly and they are something I have to live with for the rest of my life. I look at my scars everyday to remind myself of the pain I went through. There’s only one thing that comes into my mind when I do this. Why?

Yay 500 pages! I agree Mah, I've never been in the position but often admitting you have a problem is hard enough. It's the same with people who have eating disorders

I was driving and I saw this place that they've just oppened. It's Maccas, KFC and Burger King all next to each other. God no wonder everyones obese these days

I felt the same way Meester but after reading peoples stories I have a different way of looking at it. Most of the people who do it have suffered huge amounts of emotional pain and they eel this is the only way they can deal with it

It's very stupid. They are going to be left with scars for the rest of there lives

I finished my story! I am very proud of it

LoL sounds painful. The thought of self is quite scary. Reading the stories has been..wow it's hard to explain lol

Yeh, I've been researching it this afternoon. Its mostly about control. "It's the only pain I can control". It's actually really sad. I never really understood it before.

Did it hurts? Do you have any understanding of why they did it etc?

My brothers the worst with phones, he always loses them or breaks them. So..I was just wondering if anyone cuts there wrists..? I'm not joking I'm doing a story on it for English about a girl who cuts her wrists and I'm trying to understand the state which she goes to while shes doing it. Its...confusing I know but if anyone has any info that might help me would be very much appreciated

I got a new phone today! It's hot pink!

Is it just me or is this really weird! I don't know where to post or anything! It's like a huge chunk has been taken out of my life and I can't replace it!

Wow the forums been quiet for a while So good to be back!

Oh well I'm gonig camping! I'll be back in a week!

Well the good news is is that my brother came home and helped me do it. The bad news is is that we ran out of blank CDs! I was so angry! I managed to get half of my songs onto CD

Oh well I have to go to bed cause I gotta be up early and obviously this thing is destined tor uin my life! Thanks for your help If anyone has any ideas on how I can make it work please post and I'll check in the morning Night All *waves*

I'm gonig camping though and I I'm taking a CD player with batteries. LoL I can't belive it didn't work! My brother's done it before and it worked for him

OMG I think I did it! And all by myself! So proud! Thank you for your help anyway!! EDAIT: Dammmit!! It works on my computer but doesn't work in the CD player