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Okay guys, a new Lleyton and Bec Hewitt site is up - it's official, it's pretty cool. http://www.lleytonandbechewitt.com/ Enjoy! xxx

Thanks guys. I feel a bit better now. My boyfriend called and I cried for a bit, but I feel better knowing that I didn't have to cry to still feel bad. Thank you x

Found out today that early this morning my niece died. She was on her way home from work and a car hit her. I am not really an emotionally ... umm ... really can't think of the word, but like a person who deals well with emotions. I just don't seem to react to things like this outwardly, unlike the rest of my family who seem to enjoy (not enjoy, that's harsh, but gain I can't think of the word) discussing it all the time. It really makes me uneasy when they do this. I mean of course I'm very upset that this has happened, more so for my sister than anyone else, I can't imagine the pain she must be feeling right now. I just don't really understand grief though, it tends to come out as aggression. I don't want to be like this around my family, but equally, I don't want them judging me because I'm not "sharing" my favourite memories. A good friend of mine died earlier this year of anorexia. My mum and I were quite involved. No-one would believe me when I told them she must have anorexia, I don't know if they thought I was lying or if it was just too hard to admit too. I was the same with the grief then. I just can't deal with it so I shut down. I haven't visited my sister yet, and although it only happened today, I'm afraid she'll think that I don't care, even if I do go round to see her. Sorry for dumping this on everyone here, but I just can't talk to my family, or my boyfriend or anyone else about it. If I talk to m boyfriend, I'll cry and never stop. Fortunately he's the only person in the world I feel emotionally stable around, but unfortunately he's on the other side of the country right now. I don't really know what to do.

Hey guys, I know I haven't been on very much lately, but I'm moving to University on Thursday (eek!) and am making my Nan a CD as a present. I wondered if anyone could be so fantastical as to make me some CD artwork that I could print for her. I don't really mind what it is - but just something pretty! (Kind of like what Cat made in the general thread, but without the people from High School Musical - it can be called something catchy like she had 'These little wonders' but I really don't mind - I'm not creative enough to think of these things) Here are the track listings: 1. Pavarotti - Nessun Dorma 2. LeAnn Rimes - How do I Live 3. Keith Urban - Making Memories of Us 4. Take That - Patience 5. Rod Stewart - A Nightinggale Sang 6. Lior - This Old Love 7. Celine Dion - My Heart Will Go on 8. Jeff Buckley - Hallelujah 9. Jamie Scott and The Town - When Will I see your Face again 10. Josh Groban - You Raise Me Up 11. Evermore - Light Surrounding You 12. Martine McCutcheon - Perfect Moment 13. Sarah McLachlan - Angel 14. Longview - Falling For You 15. Katherine Jenkins - You'll Never Walk Alone 16. The London Philharmonic Choir - Jerusalem 17. Will Young - Leave Right Now 18. Aled Jones - Abide With Me Thank you for any help xx

Freedom Writers. Amazing film.

If Kit has finished University now, what sort of degree did she get? Or what did she train/study for? Thanks x

Am currently in the middle of three books: Pat Barker's 'Regeneration', Vera Britain's 'Testament of Youth' and Joseph Conrad's 'Heart of Darkness' xxx

Indiana Jones and The Last Crusade was the last movie I watched. About to go and watch "Inside Man" again, just because Clive Owen is gorgeous xxx

OMG I LOVE IT! Thank you so much, it's brilliant - if you could tell me how to put it on my LJ, I'll put it on there, credit you and everything xxx

That's fine My internet's been like that a lot recently too xx

Okay thank you xxx

Where do I find out how big it is? xx

Oh okay, thanks. If you tell me how I can figure out the size of the page ... I can put it up for you. I'm a bit of an LJ dummy you see xxx

My LJ Thanks Aaron! I don't really mind what size it is How was your holiday BTW? xxx